Latest Theory...

Yesterday, a friend was sharing with me what he lived while living a spiritual retreat in the seminar for five days, everything he was put through and how his way of thinking and points of view towards life and own purpose in it have changed forever. After a Long talk I came up with this Theory:

I've always wonder why my life, in general, has nothing interesting or unique about it, something that distinguishes me from everyone else, and so I think I know now why my life has always, up to now, been so ordinary. Since I can remember, my life has always been Good. In my family everything is okay, my parents love each other, my brother and I are close, we've always been close to God and church and everything, There has never been one single day in which the fridge is empty, In school I've always been in the top ones, in sports too, generally my life has been so normal. For some, it could be seen as the 'Perfect Life', and really sometime I think it's very close to being perfect. But still, I don't know why I feel so ordinary. Ordinary is not good, it's just okay. And I've asked mysel and God and people, why I get the privilege to live this life, no big problems at all. Why do I get to live like this when there are millions of people suffering, why aren't they the ones living like me, why, why?

Well here comes my theory: I think throughout all this years with no tribulations of any kind, I've been preparing myself, and God has been preparing myself for something big that eventually will be presented in my Life. Something really realy huge that willl probably put all of my faith and believe in jeopardy, but that's why I've been given this life now, to be prepared for what's coming. One of the things my friend share with me is that before doing any harm to you evil will first go with Him, and it's Him who will decide wether you're prepared or not. So I think that He is preparing me for something that will mark me forever.